HEROES
I pop in the park with starving ears
Past the arch, the small talk sounds
Like a factory, cogs with well-oiled
Mouths and a mind to look south when
Kids come by asking for basketball
Funding. “I don’t have any
Cash on me” a polka-dotted woman
answers nervously, pulling her purse
Even closer to her hip, sweat drips
From her tongue. It is hard to begin
Giving back in this part of Manhattan.
Plastic men pass in their air-
conditioned suits, putting the square
in Washington Square Park. Finally,
I find a band, but the jazz is empty
Calories. Funkless Junk food.
Their instruments almost sound
Like the donation plates that move
Unmolested across park benches
(many saving money for their day
in the city, just enjoying some music
on their way to Lady Liberty),
Then a trumpet cracked the square
In half, pick-pocketing the pocket
Squares whose wallets were obese
Enough to make them sit funny.
I almost sat too, except one
exceptional one
is not enough.
I leave the square with Miles
On my mind, but just a few blocks
To walk. Down West 4th with a left
On MacDougal. Everyone is in neon
Uniforms blending in with open signs,
The blinding bare thighs of
Barely teenagers and mothers
Slugging wine, celebrating
The sun their skin rejects.
This must be America, everyone
Is dreaming in European fonts, Hel-
Vetica for sale signs. Vespas in
Manhattan. For real.
Just before
Everyone around me bursts
Into song, I climb the stairs down
To a hidden door and text TSE
“Here.” He responds
with the doorknob and a dap.
SoHo stays outside, where cats
My age in dog years compete
To keep foundation on they faces.
“Everyone’s upstairs.”
Between takes, a room breaks
Its silence like bread at a family
Dinner table. The studio is
Less studio than bedroom
And there ain’t much room
So I sit on the bed beside a
bass neck, duct tape,
Luke and Crystal, and listen
To a snare drum brought to
Breath with splintered sticks.
Hat-hi on the bald head, Randall
Feels the beat from the floor.
Surrounded by spiral-bound
Weaponry, his notebooks
Little littered literary rarities
Dancing even on the page, but
Waiting to be lifted with a tongue.
Bald head on the hi-hat, Trae
Makes hip hop history. Killin shit.
If you in the pocket, don’t picket. Pick it
like an afro on the drum head.
A sizzle chain beads off the ride
Like sweat. Still Got Shit 2 Drop
Is ready for recording. Luke and Trae
Lay it down, Janice orchestrates with
Swag. The track is fast but the bass line
Breaks through calm, cool, and corrective.
James claims “This is what happens when
The drummer and the bassist live together.”
TSE likes it. A rubber band rolls like a blunt down
His wrist. It flicks. A blue Bic sounds its flint. The room
Lights up. Diane dances with lamps and cameras. Action
Shots and stills with Ambrose’s empties. The room slowly
empties for food, but
James is up. He takes aim
Through nappy cross hairs and
Shoots silence from the ceiling.
With a shrapnel tongue,
you need Resilient reeds.
I have earphones, so I can hear
The track begin to build, a railroad
Grown with their own bones.
Heroes is the sound of sirens
And outside, in the dank stillness
Of comfort, wallets walk
Their men on leashes to
Vegan-friendly crack houses
Where they dream of black music
And the nuisance of tomorrow,
A weekday. James points out,
“Thomas got keys on his shirt”
and underneath Janice’s hands
an organ is added, subtracted, and
added at last as an intro. She walks the song
head-first into drums. The streets
interrupting sheet music, concrete quick
sand for those that don’t flow. “It’s not about
the notes” she says, the twelve tools of Bebop
now resting, recovering on the key board, after
getting pressed, pocket-checked, and left.
Ambrose jokes the sound is something outta
Twin Peaks or a horror movie, but Thomas says
“Just cause they use it that way, doesn’t mean it
gotta stay that way.” Sampling, making history hip
hop.
Everyone’s downstairs.
Between takes, a silence sits
Before a microphone. Its been
Hours since the sticks first woke
The snare and long breaks don’t
Make no bread. It is hard to begin
Giving back in this part of Manhattan and
in this room, it is better to be sharp than
Flattened. If you can’t sing it with sass,
Like Janice says, don’t sing on the track.
After trying it as a group, the singers
split up into soloists (like all
Great singing groups do) and sang
Their own parts, one by one.
“Still
Still Got
Still Got Shit 2 Drop”
Janice lays down the first
Vocals, claps fan/ funk,
A harmony starts to ride over
The bridge into a barbed hook.
Margaret’s voice is massive, we can
Still hear echoes of her “No more jazz”
From the first album bouncing off uncertain
Brass. Then Crystal talks her shit. It takes a few
Takes to make it break away from the other
Voices in the hook. Janice helps. If scat
Could remember the mouth it came
Out of, she would linger in its
Cry. I have been on this bed
Too long to forget how
The melody goes.